“See how much your father works, you should not give him more troubles.”
этот пост вдвойне очарователен потому что его писал френчмен
со всеми френчменшовыми ошибками *слезы умиления*
я сначала хотел исправить хотя бы грамматику но потом понял что так даже лучше- I'm nice because I hope you will not exerce pressure on myself (because I'm unable to endure it), or because I hope sex in return (nice guy myth) (this work for all sexual pulsion, death and life pulsion, pursuit of domination - read Freud)
- I call "liberty" and whatever other excuse in the hope of accomplishing my dream, not because of the idea of the liberty itself (covert narcissism) (some are even at the point of forgetting the dream and continuing invoking liberty for nothing really meaningful)
- I just want to simply live, accept simple (or sometime more intense) pleasure, I often say "life is precious" because I'm strongly discouraged about fighting internal inconsistency (self numbing/somatisation)
- I find work important, because I have the intuition that life/self is meaningless and want to hide this fact at all cost by activity (disillusion)
- my honesty comes from the positive feedback masochism has on myself (feeling like it has a meaning in the time/culture - you will find many 6w7 thinking they are actually artist : the gap is really close between saying "I'm an artist" and "I feel the meaning of my life in my most abject state". 6w5 are more aware of this gap and generally deny and despise any transcendent quality about themselves in defence), not from real honesty (hidden masochism).
- and, the end of the six: I'm invoking work, responsibility, and respect of other in a way it's always a benefit to self: gain of time, gain of personnal ressource as if they could be used "elsewhere". The final 6 actually forget even where time and ressource should go for being beneficial to self (forgetting about will and dream). The work and moral imperative are just here "because it's like that the world work". The 6 forgets about the origin of its view.
@музыка:
Also Guntrip’s expression “ego weakness” seems particularly appropriate for the paranoid nuance of being-loss.
@настроение:
the terror of looking within and finding that there is nobody there